Confused on where I stand.. Am I wrong? ?

at this point you need to slow down on most of what you are doing. blacking out is never a good thing. you can end up pregnant, or even worse. cigs and weed won't do that to you, booze always will. you are going to end up in trouble, or as i said worse, if you keep doing everything you are doing now. you may even end up in juvie. slow down, give up the booze, and give up hooking up with guys who can go to jail for simply hooking up with you.