Have you ever run out of them?

i smoke a lot of ciggeretts im a very high stress person. im a day trader. i can do 4-6 packs of marlboro reds per day easy. they keep me calm and keep from throwing things and breaking things. my husband likes his dip but sometimes he smokes too. well today i wasnt keep track of how many ciggies i had left and went to grab another pack and there were no more!!! empty!!!! i was out!!!!! i normally dont go more then 15 mins betweens smoke breaks during the day and like 1 hour at night. i started shaking and felt light headed and was freaking out......i started yelling at my husband to go get some more at wal marts and he was just sitting there!!!! i had to jump into the car and rush down to wal marts. i was shaking violently when i got to the store and i ran into the store and got them!!! i ripped the carton open before i got out the door and lit up as soon as i hit the breezway. wow did that feel good!!!!!!!! i immeditly felt better!!!!! i ended up smoking half the pack in the parking lot before i left!!!!! i needed them!!!! i think my husband must have stolen some of mine!!!!!!!!!! have you ever run out?????? DONT TELL ME TO QUIT I WILL NEVER BE A QUITTER!!!!